Monday August 16th, 2010

The blog has moved!

I’ve been longing to simplify my online presence and create something new for a while now.  So I finally created a blogsite that will serve as my new photography blog, photography portfolio and workshop website all in the same place!

The new URL is: http://www.amywenzel.com.

Please bookmark the new address as I won’t be posting to this blog any longer.  However, I am leaving this blog up for an archive in case anyone wants to read old posts. Thanks for sticking with me through the chaotic journey of the past year of my life.  I hope you enjoy checking in at my new blog.  I’ve got lots of photos to share!

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Friday March 19th, 2010

Living Water

 If you are a new or aspiring photographer, you must check out Go{4}Pro blog where Leah shares all kinds of tips and tricks for FREE!  In fun news - she did an interview segment with me today.  Stop by and give her some blog love.  Thanks for the beautiful write-up, Leah!

So it’s Friday, and I am thankful I have nothing to do and nowhere to be.  The sun is shining and I am going to sit out on the balcony and drink tea.  The cats are covered in catnip from rolling in it. Pegasus just came into the office and howled a hello at me.  It’s a good day indeed.

Can I just tell you that I am happy? I am happy because there is NOTHING that is impossible with God.  I am happy because I have hope that nothing and no one can take away.  This hope is Jesus.  When your circumstances look grim, fix your eyes on Him.  He is merciful to all who call on Him for help and fear His name.

“Bless the Lord, O my soul; And all that is within me, bless His holy name!  Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits: Who forgives all your sins, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from destruction.  Who crowns you with loving kindness and tender mercies, who satisfies your mouth with good things, so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.”  Psalm 103:1-5

“On the last day, that great day of the feast, Jesus stood and cried out, saying, “If anyone thirsts, let him come to me and drink.  He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water.”  John 7:37

I can testify to this rivers of living water.  It flows out of my heart and it is the Holy Spirit filling me, healing me and then in turn touching others with the love and concern of Jesus.  I have found there is nothing else in this life worth living for.  I’ve tried it all, as in finding my meaning or purpose in many other things.  So I’m sharing from my personal experience that seeking to be filled and satisfied with worldly things or accomplishments does not satisfy.  In fact, the more I pursued the things of this physical life, the emptier and more lonely I became.  A bigger house does not satisfy, a new job does not satisfy, owning your own business, having a happy marriage or being a recognized photographer does not make life complete. It’s all just a smoke screen, distracting you from what is truly real.  The unseen.

Whatever your heart is fixated on at this moment -getting married, being admired, having more money, accomplishing that next goal…these are all nice things and can bring temporary happiness.  But do they bring deep, abiding joy?  Do they satisfy that deep, inner, eternal place that is longing for something greater…something bigger than ourselves…something that causes this whole messed up world to makes sense?  It’s as if the minute we achieve something then there is that next goal we must conquer.  The minute we own it there is that next purchase that will make life sweeter.  No matter how much that person loves us, it just never seems to be enough to fill the void.  It’s as though we are empty tanks, always longing to be filled, yet there is a hole in the bottom leaking all the water.  But Jesus says if we drink of His water we will never thirst again.

We are spiritual beings.  We were created to have a spiritual relationship with a spiritual destiny, only found in the one true God, Jesus Christ. This is the most exciting adventure I have ever found myself on.  Nothing in the world can even touch it’s power, healing and truth.  If this weren’t true in my life, would I have the courage to write such words on my business blog?  I just wanted to share this today from my heart because I know many souls are searching, roaming the earth as it were, trying to find the answers.  It’s not about going to church.  It’s not about being a good person.  It’s about an intimate relationship with Jesus Christ. You speak to Him, He speaks back.  You give Him your life, dreams, desires (completely, lay it all down, surrender it) and He gives you not only eternal life but also more purpose, hope, healing and wonder than you ever bargained for.

It’s not about this temporary life, my friends.  Most of us get 80 years at best.  Look inside your heart and you must know.  Don’t you feel it?  You were created for eternity.

Today is a good day.

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Wednesday March 3rd, 2010

Workshop Seat Give-Away: I Heart Faces

Speaking of contests, I’ve never been very lucky.  In fact, I don’t think I’ve ever won a random drawing, raffle, or even a Sunday school contest in all my life.  (I was never the child with the prize hidden under my chair).   No, luck was never a friend of mind.  In fact, I’m still a little miffed that year after year I was never chosen to be Mary in the Christmas pageant.  I still lay awake in bed at night wondering, Was it my blond hair?  Was my face not saintly enough?  Okay not really, but I suppose after all these years I should really let the whole Mary thing go.

Back to the topic at hand, over the past year I’ve received emails asking if I offer scholarships to my workshops.  After giving it some thought, I decided to create an opportunity for someone to attend who might not otherwise be able to.  So I’m happy to announce that I’m giving away one workshop seat to a worthy applicant!  However, you don’t necessarily have to be financially strapped to enter the contest.  And I guess luck or random drawing doesn’t have anything to do with this one either.  I’d really like to give this workshop seat to someone with heart- someone who inspires others, even if it’s behind the scenes without a lot of recognition.  Tell us how you love, serve or inspire other people in your life, and what attending the workshop might mean for your photography journey.

Also, I wanted to add that Grand Rapids area photographers are also welcome to attend my workshops. You don’t need to have a business to enter.  Whether you are a pro, semi-pro or hobbyist with an SLR, I am so, so excited to hear your story!

I’m collaborating with the sweet Angie and Amy over at I Heart Faces for this contest.  I’ve had the really cool experience of being a guest judge for them a few times and I think what they are doing is awesome.  They have  a wonderful community of photographers- fun, genuine and ego free!  So if you would like to enter to win the workshop seat, you’ll need to do so through I Heart Faces right here.  Be sure to read the complete contest rules and requirements.  You have until March 17th to enter, and the winner will be announced on March 31, 2010.  Have fun!!

And lastly, I really wanted to share these photos today.  This was my absolute favorite session last summer (maybe my favorite session to date), and I never blogged it.  Who knows why.  Maybe it was just the chaos of my life or maybe I was hoarding the photos because I liked them so much.  I do that sometimes.  Okay, I need to end this post before I make any more confessions!

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Monday January 18th, 2010

It’s that time of year again…

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I’ve just opened up registration for the two photography workshops I’ll be teaching this year in Grand Rapids, Michigan.  The dates are:

May 11-12, 2010

May 25-26, 2010

For more information about the workshops, or to register for a seat please visit the website: www.amywenzelworkshops.com

If you would like to be put on the workshop mailing list please email me.

For those of you considering the workshop, here are a couple of testimonials from last year’s attendees:

“Amy’s workshop was a fabulous experience from every perspective. She delivered what all photographers come to learn: her knowledge and unique fashion influenced photographic style. The accommodations were so elegant, the workspace so comfortable, the food sinful, and the models straight out of a magazine!  Spending a few days in her company was such a delight and so refreshing. I strongly recommend Amy’s workshop to anyone in love with her work.”   - Arrielle

“After doing your workshop it has brought my business to a completely different level.  It’s the truth.  I am a different photographer and business owner because of it and I cannot thank you enough.”    -Jamie

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And last but not least, all of these images were taken at the October, 2009 workshop.  Thanks guys, and I hope to meet so many of you at the 2010 events!

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Thursday January 14th, 2010

It’s been a long year

When January 1, 2010 rolled in I think I dreaded it more than anything.  Like oh great, this is that time of year when I’m supposed to re-write my life, set landmark goals, blog more, resign myself to cook more, make all my dreams come true and oh yeah, get my lazy butt back to the gym.  In my former life as the ultimate go-getter I would have wall size posters drawn up, ready and waiting for me to conquer the world.  But this year was different.

We had the good fortune of celebrating New Year’s Eve with our good friends Jasmine and JD in the beautiful city of Queenstown, New Zealand.  As we all sat around the table reciting our New Year’s goals for 2010 I felt my hands start to sweat.  I was hoping that somehow they would skip over me.  That somehow I could blend into the back of the chair so as to disappear altogether.  Can I just say it again?  It’s been a long year.

It’s been a year of shock, pain, change, courage, fear, tears, hope, regret, struggle, perseverance, endurance and faith.  It’s been a year of learning for me. And the truth is that it’s completely re-arranged me and turned me on my head.  My faith in Jesus was strong before David was diagnosed with brain cancer, but being faced with hardship has only intensified and deepened my love and pursuit of God.  My whole life has been hi-jacked by my faith in Him.  I’m really, truly discovering that every longing and wish my heart ever made has all in a sense just been a reflection of my longing for Jesus… I just didn’t know it.  I didn’t know it was all found in Him.

Back to the dinner table when all eyes turned on me to hear my New Year’s goals.  I felt the exhaustion from the past year down to my very bones.  I felt my secret fears of inadequacy creeping up on me, that I should be achieving. Performing.  But there is no performance left within me.  I wondered if I should just make something up that sounded palatable, like learning to knit a sweater or something, you know, for polite table talk.  Something, anything to keep me from opening the can of worms that would make me start bawling my eyes out at the table.  But I knew that making something up would be an utter betrayal of all that is in my heart, just like getting on here and blogging like all I care about is photography would be totally inauthentic and therefore offend my sense of self.

So as I sat in the silent moment of choice, I could not deny the Divine burning in my soul, bubbling up within me like word vomit. The desire to speak of Him was so strong it took my breath away. Through trembling and tears I managed to stutter to my husband and friends that I don’t really have a lot of goals for this year.  There is one thing I want so badly though.  I simply want to be wrecked by God’s love for me.  I want to be so undone that I can never be put back together.  I want the Holy Spirit to so utterly consume me that my every breath is to bring glory to God.  I want to be so intimate with Jesus that I am like a light shining in the darkness, pointing the way to the most beautiful, wonderful truth you can ever experience.  I am a woman consumed by passion to know the living God.  I can hardly think of other things sometimes.  His love is changing me. Rescuing me.  Healing me.  I am not the same as I was, and I can never go back.  I have found everything I was ever looking for.  He’s so beautiful.  He’s saving me.  And I adore Him so much that I just cannot stay silent.  So if there was ever a New Year’s resolution for me this year it would be to unify my voice.  To speak my heart no matter what the cost.

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